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24 January 2011 @ 02:28 am
Heavily Broken Music Mix  
So, I've been feeling really depressed for awhile now... like months. And basically, as part of my continued wallowing, here's an uber depressing song mix for those who are feeling low as well.

01. Remains - Maurissa Tancharoen & Jed Whedon
Burn down my home  /  My memories hardened and are bright as chrome
Good times escape  /  While every mistake seems to be caught on tape
I will go rolling fast  /  Arms out in the rain / Feel momentum building ’til
I lift off ground like an airplane  /  Love ties you down to the pain  /  A billion eyes are watching, fossilized
They see what remains  /  Remains

02. Winter - Tori Amos
When you gonna make up your mind  /  When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind  /  Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed  /  I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

03. Cut - Plumb
I'm not a stranger, no, I am yours  /  With crippled anger and tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged with misery  /  And when our eyes meet I know you'll see
I do not wanna be afraid  /  I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb  /  Relief exists, I find it when I am cut

04. Everybody's Got To Learn Sometime - Beck

Change your heart  /  Look around you
Change your heart  /  It will astound you
I need your lovin'  /  Like the sunshine
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

05. Down - Jason Walker
I shot for the sky  /  I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try  /  I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly  /  So why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down

06. Everywhere I Go - Lissie
And I fall on my knees  /  Tell me how's the way to go
Tell me how's the way to see  /  Show me all that I could be
Danger will follow me now  /  Everywhere I go
Angels will call on me  /  And take me to my home
Well these tired eyes  /  Just want to remain closed

07. Temptation - Moby
From time to time  /  I find I lost  /  Some meaning
That was urgent  /  To myself  /  I do believe
Oh, up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone; find my soul as I go home

08. Precious Pain - Melissa Etheridge
Everybody's got a reason  /  To abandon their plan
How can I think of tomorrow
  /  With my sorrow in hand  /  Precious pain
Empty and cold but it keeps me alive
I gave it my soul so that I could survive
Keeping me safe in these chains
  /  Precious pain

09. Just A Little Hole - Beth Hart
Just a little heartache  /  Just a little hole
Just an itchy finger
  /  And nobody knows
Just a little heartache
  /  Somethin' for the soul
Fingers on the trigger
  /  And nobody knows  /  What she knows

10. Have You Got It In You - Imogean Heap

All at once  /  Not a whisper, nor word  /  Then all at once
Let me have it all  /  Let me have a battle on  /  Easy target
Look can we just  /  Just get it over with
It's getting worse  /  Against all the odds  /  It's getting worse

11. Comes and Goes - Greg Laswell
This one's for the faithless  /  The ones that are surprised
They are only where they are now  /  Regardless of their fight
It comes and goes in waves  /  I am only led to wonder why
It comes and goes in waves  /  I am only led to wonder why  /  Why I try

12. Hang On - Plumb
Hang on  /  When the water is rising  /  Hang on  /  When the waves are crashing
Hang on  /  Just dont ever let go  /  Hang on  /  When your barely breathing
Hang on  /  When your hearts still beating  /  Hang on  /  Just dont ever let go
I'm so hungry  /  How can I stay here  /  I'm starving  /  For what I hold so dear
Like a hurricane  /  It takes every thing  /  From me  /  Wake me from this dream

13. The Races - The Bird And The Bee
You work so hard  /  Just to light a little fire
Just to make things happen  /  For a reason  /  Just to get so tired
Just to feel every  /  Itty bitty god damned  /  Bone in your body
You wanted to be free

14. Whisper - A Fine Frenzy
I'm down to a whisper  /  In a daydream on a hill
Shut down to a whisper  /  Can you hear me still
Eager to please  /  Trying to be what they need
But I'm so very tired  /  I've stopped trying to find
Any peace in my mind  /  Because it tangles the wires
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
LadyoftheLight: * Ash & Jaz - Kissmarilla_pm67 on January 24th, 2011 09:47 am (UTC)
I'll DL it, because I think I'm on the same boat ...


e_transitionse_transitions on January 24th, 2011 10:09 am (UTC)
aw sorry to hear that :(
We can be depress-o-buddies
LadyoftheLight: * LadyOfTheLightmarilla_pm67 on January 25th, 2011 03:25 pm (UTC)
Yes we can ... It's been so long now, I'm not even sure if I know what's fine means.
e_transitions: Joss: Owe_transitions on January 26th, 2011 12:50 am (UTC)
I feel the same way. I keep trying to do a bunch of projects at the same time because the more balls I keep in the air, the harder it is for me to think about how royally f*cked I am.
LadyoftheLight: * Ash & Jaz - Kissmarilla_pm67 on January 30th, 2011 08:23 am (UTC)
I've tried that too, until i went too fare and finally I lost the battle. Now I just try to cope with one thing after the other.

e_transitionse_transitions on January 30th, 2011 08:08 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I'm trying to take it all by the hour
relativelymayden on January 24th, 2011 11:04 am (UTC)
I've only ever heard Imogen's... ,1
I hope you and Sam ~enjoy this low period and coming out brighter than ever :]

Edited at 2011-01-24 02:06 pm (UTC)
e_transitionse_transitions on January 24th, 2011 05:09 pm (UTC)
Wow - really? I was actually worried people would already have almost all the songs :P Well, a lot of them are pretty beautiful. Cut has been floating around TV lately - it seems like I hear snippets of it in everything ^_^
e_transitions: RW: growe_transitions on January 24th, 2011 05:14 pm (UTC)
aw just saw your edit - that's sweet thanks ^_^